You lie to your self. You say that you try not to love him again, but you realize that you cant do that. I try my best to leave him, forget him, hate him. BUT, I cant. It doesnt work. There's somethin make us to back again, without any logic reason. Im sure I have try that thing. But why? Why me and him always back togeda without any reason. Whyyyyy? :'( Tonight I waste my tears for him. I hv told him many times about this feelin, but He always make me like he didnt like me, he didnt know bout my feelin, he always act like he confuse about this condition. If I can choose, and there's way to keep away from you, I take that way. Im sure. But I try so many ways, and I failed. And the condition bring us back!!! And I hate when you were try to make me feel fly but I know it juz your trick to treat me to make me happy. No! I dont want it, I juz want you to remember that you had to told me that you hv the same feeling like me. :'( But i dnt know if that statement juz your tri
hehe taraaaaaaaaa Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh hnggg lama tak berjumpa dengan ritual ngeblog, dan ini udah 2014 hellooo~ hari gini kaga ngeblog? oke itu gue :( sebenernya yang bikin gue gak ngeblog tuh gara-gara kesibukan gue kuliah *ciyeeeee* Gue serius, dan gue gak bohong! Kuliah is...... Merenggut masa muda gue! FIX ! OKE! bukan kuliah sih yang merenggut, tapi gara-gara kegiatan gue di luar jadwal kuliah. Kuliah gue santai jam 7 sampe paling sore jam 3 aja. TAPI, ada tapinya nih... Jam set 7 malem gue harus beraktifitas lagi. Kuliah? enggak! salah! Melainkan rapat proker (program kerja) atau kalo enggak rapat yang lain rapatin konflik di organisasi. Sumpah! Kadang gue nyesel, tapi kadang gue bahagia dengan kegiatan ini. Emang misi gue adalah gak mau jadi mahasiswa biasa. Dan, akhirnya dengan misi tersebut kesampean gue jadi mahasiswa yang gak biasa :) cerita "gak mau jadi mahasiswa biasa" insyaAllah mau gue tulis di sini gatau kapan heh